I wish this story was not real I wish it never happened and I wish I could fall asleep better than I am right now but unfortunately that is not the case.
I went to bed early Saturday night after watching all my fave shows that I had taped last week. The Vampire Diaries, The Originals and How To Get Away With Murder. At around midnight I was awoken by a knock on my door. I looked through my peephole and saw this tall black guy standing there. I spoke out saying wrong apartment and to go away.
I then go back to bed or try to. 15 minutes later a knock on the door again only this time a turn of the handle. Again I jumped out a bed yelled loader saying what I said before and the guy walks away. I called security to then them taking my info and said if I felt unsafe to call the cops. So I called the cops they took my I do down and said due to it being a busy night there was probably nobody to come check but if the guy shows up again to call back.
15 minutes came and again knock and raddled the door handle. This time I snapped yelled and the guy took off. I called back security and I waited. At around 1am I get a knock and this time it was Ottawa Police three cops came. Took my statement and said they would look around the building. Also told me if he comes back a fourth time to call 911 and that they would be in the area.
Since this happening Saturday night my nerves are so shot. Took me an hour to fall asleep last night. I’ve talked to a few people today to get cameras installed on my floor. But to also try to get another transfer done because now I don’t feel safe what’s so ever living here. And that they better fucking make it happen. Now that I’ve had the police called and security there’s now a reason to move me. So again I’ll have to sit in front of a board but this time I’m telling them straight up you better move me. What more proof do you need, me to be killed or something?.
I’m going to see my shrink this week and I’m going to ask him about putting me on something to calm my anxiety when its super high something I can take but not all the time. And something that will calm my nerves right away. I also spoke to someone who’s in the building that’s part of another organization and she said she would look into more things. Like I said to her today I’m dreading going to sleep that’s how shot my nerves are. I’m just over it and I’m not sure how much more I can take.
I can be very strong at times but this is just bullshit.
That’s the latest with that.
Hope everyone’s Halloween was better than mine.